If ....

Dunno how i lived widout you 
Thinking I lived my life as whole
Not knowing you exist in me
Until you ripped my soul

If I had not felt the sparks
Sparks discharged by you
Burning me every second
Made me a living dead too

If this star did not strike me
Peacefully I would be in sleep
Unaware that you exist
Memories wouldn’t run so deep

But these are the ‘if’s
That I do not wish for
Loving you is what I want
Willing to suffer all life long