Wednesday, 29 July 2009

FakE SmiLe..

I carry an artificial smile
Only my Almighty can know
The weep that lulls me to sleep
Yet that fake smile will not go

The tears that stained my cheeks
Never dry when wiped deeply
For it is not the simple tears
But the tears of my destiny

What worth can I bring to life
It's only failure I encounter
The moment of each passing phase
Not a joy but plenty of tortures

Fate embraces me with an evil grin
Walking like a dead, dark and blind
If this corpse shakes in my grave
However I pretend no one can find

Will tHiS chAngE??

It has been everytime
When I come to you in tears

You would try to bring the moon
To bring me out of that fear

But what you fail to see
My love that reflects in me
Why it did not bring
To give you a little hint

But now again i came crying
And show you i was dying
What makes you steady & still
You turned hard from within

And it has been everytime
That my tears fall only for you
Those bitter crystal tears
Will continue to fall in blues

Sunday, 26 July 2009

If my soul is transparent 
It would reflect my heart
You can then know my desires
The desires more beautiful than art

My head filled with your thoughts
Helas! my thoughts you can't see
If ever that is possible
You will know what you are to me

I know one thing is impossible
You too know it's true
That you are my ideal love
None can deny this too

My days filled with hopes 
My nights increase them more
That you will love me like i do
God has this for me in store

Saturday, 25 July 2009

LisTeniNg t0 mY hEarT..

Will you protect me from every harms?
And let me sleep in your lovely arms
My eyes will slowly take a naughty peep
To see if you still hold me in sleep

My safest place is in your embrace
Where I can sleep in peace & in solace
My slumber deepens as time increases
By the melodious sound of your heart-beats

Warmest I feel as you hold me tight
Intense my love will become at this sight
Just in hearing the thudding of your heart
The wound inside mine will be alright

It's this silence I try to understand
Where no words exists just your inhales
Don't want to ruin this magic moment
If you let go, my heart-beats will end

Friday, 24 July 2009

My pEn sPeaKs my HearT..

Eyes, the doorway to your heart
Reflects the pain in you clearly
But what you fail to see is
Your pain has also affected me

To me you are a pillar of strength - But
The torture in your soul never ends
I pray to give me all your pains
Ready to accept my life if worsens

At times to you I want to talk
But the words in me only mocks
The feelings I wish to express
But my thoughts hold me in shock

It's so unjust When this happens
This is not what my heart intends
The scars in my soul lightens and darkens
Caused severly in tears By my silence

Wednesday, 22 July 2009

The wAiT..

Darkness surround me as I weep
Numerous reasons are so deep
Useless to complain those to anyone
My soul chases me as I run

You are there yet you are far
Feeling trapped like behind bars
Stealing my heart brutally away
Sitting and crying is what i do everyday

As days roll and turn into years
Waiting for you with my silent tears
Our seperation only darkens to me
But my love sings in slow melody

Hope for the day you would appear
Like the cloud in the sky becomes clear
The girl you love so bold and brave
But find yourself facing my grave

If I c0uld rEwinD my LifE..

The streaming caused by my tears
Suffocates my throat though words are near
Holding my breathe to stop its flow
Dying to talk but phrases refuse to go

Coccoon myself in the worse nightmare
Scar in my heart is opening wide
Lying in sweat with shuffled hair
Silence of this night I gasp for air

Trying to set my thoughts free
But they are tight even i can't see
Thinking and thinking in this tragedy 
Hoping one day you will save me

I wish I could rewind my life
So that i can avoid living on knife
Although my past was dull and dim
Better than dying a new death within

Thursday, 16 July 2009

LeT the Reas0n be L0ve..

You think I have everything
That I can buy on this planet
But if I dont have your love
The whole world I will reject

Accept me the way I am
Understand me as much as you can
Love me for the person in me
Treat me like you want me to be

The money I possess can be shared
Many things I give will show I'm there
But when I search for what I need
Noone except you will pay any heed

Love me please from inside out
Don't neglect me and leave me without
Wake up with me and make my day
Brighten my heart by promise you will stay

WhenEver I clOse mY eyEs..

Whenever I close my eyes
Your face appears in front of me
I feel your arms around my body
Your warm breathe surrounds cozily

Whenever i close my eyes
Your laughter lingers my ears
Your seductive voice mesmerizing
Quoting me is what I hear

Whenever I close my eyes
I can clearly see
That those deep attractive eyes
Is looking straight into me

Whenever I close my eyes
I wish i can sleep forever
But this can never happen
Since reality strikes me ever!

Wednesday, 15 July 2009

UnliMiteD PaiN..

Pain is overflowing my heart
You are the cause of this art
Every struggle is to make you see
I am in love it has to be

Will I ever be happy?
Will loving you be my remedy?
The glowing fire in my heart
Burning my desire for thee

God has written on my fate
The reasons of all my aches
But you happen to be my best thing
Where i know love but not hate

Love, the game that keeps going
My love for you is twisting & turning
Waiting for it to come to a standstill
The day you express your own feelings

Monday, 13 July 2009

L0ve, tHe UnsAid FeeLinG..

Noone can explain what Love is
Noone can touch its awesome height
Noone can argue that Love is wrong
Noone can deny that Love is strong

Thousand miles, Seperate in Love
Longest distance can cover above
The pleasure in waiting for only Love
Makes you fly high like the white dove

Insane you will become fully
Not knowing what you do completely
Generous your heart will become
From the building you're ready to jump

But for a few, Love is very cruel
It exhausts you till you have no fuel
You drench your shirt with lonely tears
When love leaves you nothing but fear

I'm BlEssEd sIleNtly..

Silently my prayers are answered
A bless in disguise you appeared
Showering the rays of hope
Gathering my joys that are shattered

My crushed life laying beneath me
Yet i managed to inhale heavily
My heart shines with my tears
My soul found its mate so heavenly

I don't walk alone in this thorny path
For you are there to accompany me
Shooing the demons that come my way
In you I looked for an identity

Keeping the faith in the Almighty
With my heart beating fastly
No more force left in my body
Relying on you to live readily

Friday, 10 July 2009

Why ThiS hAppenS t0 mE??

Why this happened to me?
When all i do is for you
Do I appear so silly?
For being in love so true

To me you are my Greek God
The eyes that pierce do deeply
Your hair stroke by my fingers
The sight of you weakens me easily!

I die to be wanted by you
As much as you are wanted by me
Very close that no air passes
In the sky we fly freely

Whenever you utter my name
I feel the whole heaven on earth
The joy you bring to my heart
This minute a death for you is worth

Tuesday, 7 July 2009

Only tHese EyeS..

Only these eyes know a love so grand
The love so big it envelopes the land
Only stretch of sky into the open space
Can match this love enchanted by your face

Only these eyes know a truth so true
Neither anybody can break it through
With a pure soul and eyes so bright
You come in my dream I see each night

Only this heart makes me your pride
Feelings for you multiply so wide
Your sweet melodious voice singing like a song
Playing in my mind all the day long

Only this heart is moulded by trust
Hurricane or storm can't make it rust
Soft like your kiss addicting & sweet
The reason that knocks me off my feet

My love that I promise even after death
It will remain in heart and my last breathe
Leaves no question or doubt in mind
Even your eyes can't attempt to find 


When I'm gripped by emotions
My tears roll down for a while
When I'm immersed in emotions
I fake all with a smile

I cannot like a thing
Nor could i get by dealing
When liking becomes a neccessity
I can only hide my feelings

I never win any game of love
I only lose my near and dear
And when it comes to others
I sacrifice the only love i fear

As long as i'm still alive
My happiness is spread everywhere
But when i'm about to die
I see tears in those eyes who care

Friday, 3 July 2009

I bEliEve..

I don't need to pretend
Even when this nightmare ends
That you always care
And my world isn't bare

Im still not yet dead
Only these craps run in my head
But I always melt like wax
When you show your loving acts.

I love to hear you say
That you want me all day
You make my life easy to live
No matter how tough what may

With you i learned to be patient
And beleive we are more than friends
But be with me in every situation
Even if our path finds a bend

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

The kinD 0f gIrl..

I am a girl as simple as others see
Who loves as much as she can be 

But who has a smile as unique as she
Whose ultimate goal; is to make you happy

Known for her beauty and her qualities
Trust her & love her with your ability
So do not doubt her even a single bit
She belongs to you; please do beleive it.

A girl who finds her joy within your arms
She will protect you from every harm
She will apologize when does any wrong
Will die at your feet no matter how long

She wants to be called "that's my girl"
Will be the one who completes your world
Never gives you a chance to feel lonely
Always assures you and say "there's me"