PainFul mem0ries..

Sitting quietly by my window
Struggling with thoughts full of sorrows
Drying my tears that flow nonstop
Blindly confused of my tomorrows

Darkness enveloped without sunshine
With no u beside, nothing is fine
So many hopes, so many reasons
Wishing one day, you will be mine

Eyes waiting in vain, heart shred to pieces
Ur name shrieked by me no one to hear
Seven seas away my heart cries out for you
Although you are far, yet you are so near

What shall I do to lessen this pain?
All of a sudden, like thunders strike me again
Trying to hold my tears that wet my lips
I fell in love, whom should I blame?