WhY mE??

Living a life with so much pain
Facing my fate with no shame
Crying lonely tears whenever I pray
Seeking refuge by howling in vain

People move on leaving you behind
Once again solitude grips you so fine
Each time you want to mingle in crowd
Empty space you find beside you proud

The clock won’t show the reverse action
It moves forward fraction by fraction
As it moves, it pulls you with it
Before you think, you taste defeat

O leave me please! my distress is high
Immersed in tears watching the sky
Searching the answer to ask God why!
This life is not to live but only to die