One wAy trAcK..

So tired that I couldn't even sleep, 
So many secrets I couldn't keep, 
Promise myself I wouldn't weep, 
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now, 
I'm in too deep there's no way out, 
This time I really can't see a way 
Have lead myself finally astray

Can you help me remember how to smile, 
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile, 
How on earth did I get so jaded, 
Life's mystery seems so faded

Runaway train never going back, 
Wrong way on a one way track, 
Seems like I should be getting somewhere, 
Somehow I'm neither here nor there