FakE SmiLe..

I carry an artificial smile

Only my Almighty can know

The weep that lulls me to sleep

Yet that fake smile will not go

The tears that stained my cheeks

Never dry when wiped deeply

For it is not the simple tears

But the tears of my destiny

What worth can I bring to life

It's only failure I encounter

The moment of each passing phase

Not a joy but plenty of tortures

Fate embraces me with an evil grin

Walking like a dead, dark and blind

If this corpse shakes in my grave

However I pretend no one can find

Will tHiS chAngE??

It has been everytime

When I come to you in tears

You would try to bring the moon

To bring me out of that fear

But what you fail to see

My love that reflects in me

Why it did not bring

To give you a little hint

But now again i came crying

And show you i was dying

What makes you steady & still

You turned hard from within

And it has been everytime

That my tears fall only for you

Those bitter crystal tears

Will continue to fall in blues

If my soul is transparent 

It would reflect my heart

You can then know my desires

The desires more beautiful than art

My head filled with your thoughts

Helas! my thoughts you can't see

If ever that is possible

You will know what you are to me

I know one thing is impossible

You too know it's true

That you are my ideal love

None can deny this too

My days filled with hopes 

My nights increase them more

That you will love me like i do

God has this for me in store

LisTeniNg t0 mY hEarT..

Will you protect me from every harms?

And let me sleep in your lovely arms

My eyes will slowly take a naughty peep

To see if you still hold me in sleep

My safest place is in your embrace

Where I can sleep in peace & in solace

My slumber deepens as time increases

By the melodious sound of your heart-beats

Warmest I feel as you hold me tight

Intense my love will become at this sight

Just in hearing the thudding of your heart

The wound inside mine will be alright

It's this silence I try to understand

Where no words exists just your inhales

Don't want to ruin this magic moment

If you let go, my heart-beats will end

My pEn sPeaKs my HearT..

Eyes, the doorway to your heart

Reflects the pain in you clearly

But what you fail to see is

Your pain has also affected me

To me you are a pillar of strength - But

The torture in your soul never ends

I pray to give me all your pains

Ready to accept my life if worsens

At times to you I want to talk

But the words in me only mocks

The feelings I wish to express

But my thoughts hold me in shock

It's so unjust When this happens

This is not what my heart intends

The scars in my soul lightens and darkens

Caused severly in tears By my silence

The wAiT..

Darkness surround me as I weep

Numerous reasons are so deep

Useless to complain those to anyone

My soul chases me as I run

You are there yet you are far

Feeling trapped like behind bars

Stealing my heart brutally away

Sitting and crying is what i do everyday

As days roll and turn into years

Waiting for you with my silent tears

Our seperation only darkens to me

But my love sings in slow melody

Hope for the day you would appear

Like the cloud in the sky becomes clear

The girl you love so bold and brave

But find yourself facing my grave

If I c0uld rEwinD my LifE..

The streaming caused by my tears

Suffocates my throat though words are near

Holding my breathe to stop its flow

Dying to talk but phrases refuse to go

Coccoon myself in the worse nightmare

Scar in my heart is opening wide

Lying in sweat with shuffled hair

Silence of this night I gasp for air

Trying to set my thoughts free

But they are tight even i can't see

Thinking and thinking in this tragedy 

Hoping one day you will save me

I wish I could rewind my life

So that i can avoid living on knife

Although my past was dull and dim

Better than dying a new death within

LeT the Reas0n be L0ve..

You think I have everything

That I can buy on this planet

But if I dont have your love

The whole world I will reject

Accept me the way I am

Understand me as much as you can

Love me for the person in me

Treat me like you want me to be

The money I possess can be shared

Many things I give will show I'm there

But when I search for what I need

Noone except you will pay any heed

Love me please from inside out

Don't neglect me and leave me without

Wake up with me and make my day

Brighten my heart by promise you will stay

WhenEver I clOse mY eyEs..

Whenever I close my eyes

Your face appears in front of me

I feel your arms around my body

Your warm breathe surrounds cozily

Whenever i close my eyes

Your laughter lingers my ears

Your seductive voice mesmerizing

Quoting me is what I hear

Whenever I close my eyes

I can clearly see

That those deep attractive eyes

Is looking straight into me

Whenever I close my eyes

I wish i can sleep forever

But this can never happen

Since reality strikes me ever!

UnliMiteD PaiN..

Pain is overflowing my heart

You are the cause of this art

Every struggle is to make you see

I am in love it has to be

Will I ever be happy?

Will loving you be my remedy?

The glowing fire in my heart

Burning my desire for thee

God has written on my fate

The reasons of all my aches

But you happen to be my best thing

Where i know love but not hate

Love, the game that keeps going

My love for you is twisting & turning

Waiting for it to come to a standstill

The day you express your own feelings

L0ve, tHe UnsAid FeeLinG..

Noone can explain what Love is

Noone can touch its awesome height

Noone can argue that Love is wrong

Noone can deny that Love is strong

Thousand miles, Seperate in Love

Longest distance can cover above

The pleasure in waiting for only Love

Makes you fly high like the white dove

Insane you will become fully

Not knowing what you do completely

Generous your heart will become

From the building you're ready to jump

But for a few, Love is very cruel

It exhausts you till you have no fuel

You drench your shirt with lonely tears

When love leaves you nothing but fear

I'm BlEssEd sIleNtly..

Silently my prayers are answered

A bless in disguise you appeared

Showering the rays of hope

Gathering my joys that are shattered

My crushed life laying beneath me

Yet i managed to inhale heavily

My heart shines with my tears

My soul found its mate so heavenly

I don't walk alone in this thorny path

For you are there to accompany me

Shooing the demons that come my way

In you I looked for an identity

Keeping the faith in the Almighty

With my heart beating fastly

No more force left in my body

Relying on you to live readily

Why ThiS hAppenS t0 mE??

Why this happened to me?

When all i do is for you

Do I appear so silly?

For being in love so true

To me you are my Greek God

The eyes that pierce do deeply

Your hair stroke by my fingers

The sight of you weakens me easily!

I die to be wanted by you

As much as you are wanted by me

Very close that no air passes

In the sky we fly freely

Whenever you utter my name

I feel the whole heaven on earth

The joy you bring to my heart

This minute a death for you is worth

Only tHese EyeS..

Only these eyes know a love so grand

The love so big it envelopes the land

Only stretch of sky into the open space

Can match this love enchanted by your face

Only these eyes know a truth so true

Neither anybody can break it through

With a pure soul and eyes so bright

You come in my dream I see each night

Only this heart makes me your pride

Feelings for you multiply so wide

Your sweet melodious voice singing like a song

Playing in my mind all the day long

Only this heart is moulded by trust

Hurricane or storm can't make it rust

Soft like your kiss addicting & sweet

The reason that knocks me off my feet

My love that I promise even after death

It will remain in heart and my last breathe

Leaves no question or doubt in mind

Even your eyes can't attempt to find 

FruStrAti0n..

When I'm gripped by emotions

My tears roll down for a while

When I'm immersed in emotions

I fake all with a smile

I cannot like a thing

Nor could i get by dealing

When liking becomes a neccessity

I can only hide my feelings

I never win any game of love

I only lose my near and dear

And when it comes to others

I sacrifice the only love i fear

As long as i'm still alive

My happiness is spread everywhere

But when i'm about to die

I see tears in those eyes who care

I bEliEve..

I don't need to pretend

Even when this nightmare ends

That you always care

And my world isn't bare

Im still not yet dead

Only these craps run in my head

But I always melt like wax

When you show your loving acts.

I love to hear you say

That you want me all day

You make my life easy to live

No matter how tough what may

With you i learned to be patient

And beleive we are more than friends

But be with me in every situation

Even if our path finds a bend

The kinD 0f gIrl..

I am a girl as simple as others see

Who loves as much as she can be 

But who has a smile as unique as she

Whose ultimate goal; is to make you happy

Known for her beauty and her qualities

Trust her & love her with your ability

So do not doubt her even a single bit

She belongs to you; please do beleive it.

A girl who finds her joy within your arms

She will protect you from every harm

She will apologize when does any wrong

Will die at your feet no matter how long

She wants to be called "that's my girl"

Will be the one who completes your world

Never gives you a chance to feel lonely

Always assures you and say "there's me"