S0liTarY rEaPeR..

She lives in silence ever & ever
Uttering the words she cant hear
Expressing her innercries by her poems
There's a song in her heart she always hums

There's no beauty in what she sees
The facts surrounding her treat her cruelly
Yet she has her own lonely coccoon
In which she resides with melancholy

She becomes blind in her dreadful nights
And wished she shouldn't see the sunlight
Nothing to her is gay and cheerful
She fails to know what is beautiful

Corner of the room she prefers to stay
Trying to mend up the broken pieces away
The oxygen she inhales is to survive
For it's been long she's dead inside

A Tale 0f S0rr0w..

He was a young handsome lad next door
She was 16 but a child to the core
On one evening playing on her terrace
When met him she blushed I guess


They fell in love at first glance
Till then she knows only to dance
He was everybody's envy but her pride
Helas! but noone took their side


It lasted for only few days
Her backyard for him she stayed
Days to weeks, weeks to months
Her mom became her enemy she had no friend


With him she thought love is beautiful
Unaware the consequences were so painful
Soaking every page with tears in her diary
Until the day he left her to marry!

(dedicated to my first love)

EmpTineSs ..

The silence has ruined the lonely me
There is only emptiness i can see
The torment and torture i undergo
Killing my being slow & slow

I know no laughter not even a smile
I brood & sulk at small things for awhile
These drastic moods decay my soul
Yet i sit here & still pray for my own

Hollow is this place i survive within
Living for others no goal to fulfill
My sea is deeper as i try to swim out
But no one hears my screams and shouts

Looking confused at all things i say
That's becoz i'm worthless in what I may
Destined to walk through life endlessly
Alone, despised and ignored hopelessly

If he aSks mE Why I l0ve hIm ?

If questioning would make me wise

I doubt if you would gaze in my eyes

If my every tale is through my speech

My words would fly each to each

If my spirit is free from this mortal mess

Or if my love is not bound in my hearty flesh

My soul would know no yearnings in it

And try to get my ecstasy complete

I’m the only one who lives and knows

The secret power that made you grow

At one last point I don’t know my need

I end up fainting in this thrill I bleed

If ever there don’t exist the “If” and “Why”

So nice to keep loving you until I die

For I must love in order to live

Since life in me is what you give

If he aSks mE Why I l0ve hIm ?

If questioning would make me wise

I doubt if u would gaze in my eyes

If my every tale is through my speech

My words would fly each to each

If my spirit is free from this mortal mess

Or if my love is not bound in my hearty flesh

My soul would know no yearnings in it

And try to get my ecstasy complete

I’m the only one who lives and knows

The secret power that made you grow

At one last point I don’t know my need

I end up fainting in this thrill I bleed

If ever there don’t exist the “If” and “Why”

So nice to keep loving you until I die

For I must love in order to live

Since life in me is what you give

ReAlitY sParEs N0b0dy...

Last night I slept & dreamt a dream

In that dream I had perfectly seen

Existed there, was the shadows of two

A shadow of me and a shadow of you

I hear the sound echoing my cry

I reached for your hand but you were bone dry

Suddenly your form vanished from my view

I then realized the shadows were not two

I turned in my sleep and my dream dispersed

I then recalled my reality is much worse

I’m not just shadow but a form with heart

The day you’re gone, this one is a spare part

People say dreams are what you imagine

But I never imagined this kind of dream

The dream I dream has you with bliss

And that’s the world I don’t want to miss

ReflEcti0n in tHe mirr0r..

Looking at myself in the mirror

Learning what I have become

The thorny roads I have travelled

Along with the songs I have sung

From school I grasped many teachings

Which were taught and dealt

In life I grasped the frustrations

Though hidden but I always felt

The ideal love and the laughter

That God was kind to give

Nothing is left now when I’m gone

Because my reflection still lives

My illusions will never end

Almighty made me feel clearer

My faith has guided me home - but

My reflection will remain in the mirror