PaIn PaIn g0 awAy..

O pain, please spare me pain
Don't make me cry for you in vain
Crystal tears freezing my face
However i pretend, it leaves a trace

Does love teach him not to ever care?
Does love teach him that life isn't fair?
Can my love enjoy breaking my heart?
Is it my fault if we are far apart?

I thought you sent him for a reason
But here I suffer for his treason
Although this love only kills me
I will embrace it becoz it is from thee

O pain pain please go away!
What have i done to make you stay?
Do you love me more than i love him too?
It can't be true for i can't love you!

My brOkeN HeaRt..

Tears of blood fall from my broken heart
This is destined to me from the start
When you utter the word "Forever"
Somehow within me i'm convinced as "Never"

Each word you say with a sincere tone
But why do my heart feel so alone?
As day and night i think of you
My face is wet with tears like dew

I now beleive that 'Love is blind'
I tend to leave your faults behind
Although i cry since long ago
I fail everytime to let you go

The hurt you induced is cutting like knife
My wounds never heal this is my life
I pray to God that you will understand
To keep me proudly in your heart to stand

SilEncE 0f thIs niGht..

In plain midnight i feel no sleep
My awakening eyes of such vigils i keep
Gentle slumber trying to heal me
I hear the storm shaking the trees

Is it the storm or hurricane in my heart
Non-stop disturbance like sand in desert
Looked out of window the stars smiling
Heaviness in heart lightens like wings

Silence of the night but bright with moon
Whole earth sleeping including me soon
That was a hope which cheers my eyes
Helas! waiting for it the morning rises

O my holy spirit guide me from above
Ready to wake fully beside my love
But make me dead if he is far from home
At least in dreams for him i'll moan

LimitLess MiseriEs..

I wonder why i live under the sky
Life is so miserable i only cry
No precious moments that i can feel
Dying is only way that would be real

The hurt in my eyes escaped everyone
My tears that flow look to them like fun
They pay no heed in what i do
Heartless they seem to me in blues

Move on with life they only prefer
Each one feels his agony is more
Value of tears will be known to them
Their own destinies are wordly like gem

Once things gone can never come back
But what i strive can bring to track
The secret behind is my immense faith
The only weapon that can change my fate

DarKeneD ShaD0ws..

Threatening shadows
Come behind me
To worsen my fear
Of being lonely

This shadow doesnt protect me
Neither it brightened my smile
But it's only a dark shadow
Horrifying me for a while

The undying faith i have
Swallowed by this night
Alone i cannot fight this
When my ownself is lost in sight

Destitute being my virtue
Flawlessly imperfected my image
My shadow romancing my soul
My lonelines grows along my age

N0b0dy..

When you left me crying alone
I feel i am a N0b0dy
When God doesn't want to hear me
He proved I am a N0b0dy

When i strive to be Somebody
In the end I turn out to be N0b0dy
When i breathe out the fire
It is the smell of N0b0dy

When i want to burn my existence
Since my life is of Nobody
When my love is not with me
She considered me a NOb0dy

When i feel lonely in a crowd
That's because I am N0bOdy
When my prayers are not answered
Because it's the prayers of N0b0dy

One wAy trAcK..

So tired that I couldn't even sleep, 
So many secrets I couldn't keep, 
Promise myself I wouldn't weep, 
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now, 
I'm in too deep there's no way out, 
This time I really can't see a way 
Have lead myself finally astray

Can you help me remember how to smile, 
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile, 
How on earth did I get so jaded, 
Life's mystery seems so faded

Runaway train never going back, 
Wrong way on a one way track, 
Seems like I should be getting somewhere, 
Somehow I'm neither here nor there