L0ve mE f0r rEal..

I feel i am falling from above
As a thud to the ground beneath
Attached to the string of love
Even if my heart is broken into pieces

Yet the fall does not pain me
Though love treated me cruelly
Worshipping thee with tits & bits
Yet I could not make it seen clearly

Like before i handle love with care
At last the ideal form in it i stared
Unchaining my heart all that i have
Still it leads me to nowhere

All I plead is one little thing
Do not consider this as a fling
Neither I crave for your pity
Hold me tight for the love i bring

Wish I c0ulD have WingS..

I'm the passing cloud coming and going
In the cold night chilling your being
Wandering and searching as a messenger
For a heaven's light at your surrender

The night sky above me clearing
Wishing i have had my wings
To fly to your door step
An immense joy i would wish to bring

Squeezing myself through your window
To plant you a welcome kiss
Don't want this night to dawn
The wonderful night I don't want to miss

As i warm myself in your breathe
Never stopped thanking God who's above
For having sent someone so precious
To end my search for I'm in love

It's lIke 1st DaY..

Your face makes me alive in my dreams
Beautify my being like springfalls
My heart cries for you like it seems
Want you to catch me when i fall

It looks like yesterday we met
My disturbing stranger i saw in you
Your companionship is what i get
Your approach towards me was new

Gone is a year today I gather
The year filled with tears and glee
The struggle to keep you forever
Only my God and noone can ever see

Everything you do is what i miss
From the 1st day to ten years and so on
When we are older and turn back to see
My love will be as fresh as rose with no thorns

DestIned t0 sUffeR..

Unlimited sorrows in my heart
Have been written for me
Not even my worst enemy
Should undergo what i see

I thought so many things wrong
Even when I became the cruel victim
That all these pains are temporary
But they don't seem to set me free

The swell in my red eyes
Caused by these wretched tears
Flown enough to make an ocean
Drowning me in this terrible fear

Burried among the unhappy moments
Surviving with the depressing thoughts
Crying with the smile given
Lifetime struggle my life has brought

FakE SmiLe..

I carry an artificial smile

Only my Almighty can know

The weep that lulls me to sleep

Yet that fake smile will not go

The tears that stained my cheeks

Never dry when wiped deeply

For it is not the simple tears

But the tears of my destiny

What worth can I bring to life

It's only failure I encounter

The moment of each passing phase

Not a joy but plenty of tortures

Fate embraces me with an evil grin

Walking like a dead, dark and blind

If this corpse shakes in my grave

However I pretend no one can find

Will tHiS chAngE??

It has been everytime

When I come to you in tears

You would try to bring the moon

To bring me out of that fear

But what you fail to see

My love that reflects in me

Why it did not bring

To give you a little hint

But now again i came crying

And show you i was dying

What makes you steady & still

You turned hard from within

And it has been everytime

That my tears fall only for you

Those bitter crystal tears

Will continue to fall in blues

If my soul is transparent 

It would reflect my heart

You can then know my desires

The desires more beautiful than art

My head filled with your thoughts

Helas! my thoughts you can't see

If ever that is possible

You will know what you are to me

I know one thing is impossible

You too know it's true

That you are my ideal love

None can deny this too

My days filled with hopes 

My nights increase them more

That you will love me like i do

God has this for me in store