Why tHis happEns?

I dunno why this happens?
Is my prayer wrong at start?
Is my faith so very weak?
Is my joy so very short?

I dunno why this happens?
Does love born with pain?
Will it erase all peace?
Will it leave bad stains?

In spring time you find dry leaves
In autumn you're beaten by cold breeze
In laughter you find your tears
In happiness, you remember your fears

Moments you gave me did not linger
They are messed-up with your memories
Moments i gave you were not stronger
That's why i'm living in grieves!

I beLievE in U..

I smile when i hear you
Though it is false & not true
I hide by my small giggles
But inside, i'm always blue

I never know where i stand
I feel i do not deserve a glance
Everything comes first for you
Only at last you give me a chance

Is it written on my forehead
That i'm a cast-away
Why dint I stop my efforts
But hope to see my hey-day

The words you uttered to me
Are promises engraved deeply
If i could live my only dream
Because the faith i have is real

Was "hEll0" s0 haRd?

When i said the first hello
You prefer to look away
When im about to let you go
You decided to come my way

I blushed when you heard me
You wished my presence everyday
You taught me many things
How to shine like flowers in May

When realised this is no dream
You stole my heart within no time
I tried to grab it back
Too late! you said "it's mine"

Oh my Lord! is hello so hard?
Because it's killing me slowly
One day i'll look forward
To getting you in my melancholy

I'm AlwAys thEre..

Do not ever feel lonely
Hard times come and go
I'm always there for thee
This, nobody will ever know

If my thoughts could express out
They'll protect you day by day
What i promise is not mere words
For my soul has reached your bay

Each step you want to take
My support will bring you along
Each time you want to be heard
I will listen to you like a song

Love is what i have
to keep you cheerful all day
Life is what i will give
To see you happy what may!

N0b0dy kn0ws h0w mucH I l0ve U..

This smile that i have worn
Symbolizes that i'm torn
It was once real to me
The first time at you i see

These tears i'm shedding
Are the memories you gave in
Silently i collected them
During the days we were cherishing

The pains inflicted upon me
Even you can never see
Because i laugh out loudest
In order to let out my sorrows free

This mind always thinks of you
nobody cares to know
though im still in the dark
For the mysteries you show

ReadY t0 diE at Ur fEet..

Walking with you, thru’ all the valleys
To see a single smile, I’m ready to dare
Horrible caves, and deep dungeons 
Are nothing to me, because you are there

Seeing you sad, is what I never want
They call me mad, for the love I own
If Lord knows me, He’ll reward me soon
He’ll make you happy, by using this moon

Won’t let this world, to tear you in pieces
I’m there to shield, and bear your grieves
No-one will show, what you deserve
Only I know, for you what is reserved

To discover you, I need no lifetime
A simple glance, proves you are mine
Such a difference, you have created
To win your love, I’ll die at your feet

PleAse d0n't kIll mE..

Burning daily in this torture
The grief I always feel the same
I cannot accuse anyone
Yet I seem to get the blame

When looked onto the sky
I see sad face turns grey
And I’m fried in this flame
The fault is who’s I can’t say

The mess I’m going through
Jumbled my organs inside
Everything I see becomes flue
I only wish when to die

Who are you in my past?
The joy I lived once never lasts
Suddenly appearing from nowhere
You took my present share