Is it My fAulT??

Can’t find you when i need you
Suddenly vanished into the thin air?
No trace of you but your thoughts
Waiting by me here and there

Where are moments of our laughs?
You took away along with you?
Leaving nothing but painful grieves
To me especially who loves you true

Victim of this handicapped situation
Caused by you by this emptiness
Is this temporary or permanent?
Unanswered questions create this mess

Loving you, the only thing I do
May be I’m not perfect for you
Is this real or my imagination?
This is the state you’ve put me through!

U r liVing In mE..

Life goes on but things remain
No reasons but you live in pain
Unforgettable moments sustain
Hopes built-up but in vain

Time heals certain wounds
Memories are imprinted dark
When you try to forget
They make your love lasts

People you possess in you
Are people who make you cry
Yet you can’t let them go
Coz you never want to try

Even if you make an effort
You find hard to lose them
And you refuse to do this too
Coz they are living in you

UnsAid fEelinGs..

Unsaid feelings, deep in my heart
Dunno how to end or where to start
Each time I wanna let the words out
It seals my mouth to where about

Unsaid feelings, deep in my heart
Piercing me deep, like a sharp dart
It traps me shut, in this prison
Wanting to express, words had not risen

Who cares if I exist anywhere?
Why would they search when you don’t care?
Cruel abuses are those I always fear
The reason behind my lonely tears

Maybe if I die, it would end all pain
Living on this earth is driving me insane
My sorrows and grieves, vaster than the sea
The only thing left is your sweet memories

At tImeS I w0ndeR f0r l0ng..

At times i wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
If you would take me seriously
When I say I love you sincerely

At times I wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
For you all I would dare
Just because I really care

At times I wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
Baby I love you, I really do
If you ever feel the same way too

At times I wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
You mean everything to me
My life is meant for thee!

My l0ve iS m0re imp0rtant..

The moment i set my eyes
Nothing seems alright
I see you when they shut
Even when they are bright

My feelings are drilled so deep
Your voice lingers when I sleep
My breathe counts inch by inch
To match my dreams exist within

My feelings can only speak true
Trusting you as much as you do
They meant nothing but the fact
The simple statement of I love you

The faith I have in God differs today
He seems to know what I have gone thru
Thinking that I’m the soul he hates
Bringing you to me, He changed my fate!

Will It c0me TruE??

Through lonely tears and smile
I lay my life for you online
You gifted me good times
And the pain you left me pine

You are so near, yet so far
Spirited me wherever you are
Tales you related me deeply
Good are less Bad are many

We prayed all night for this union
The wish that we guard within
One day hoping to accomplish
Under the iron rod built-in

Till then the wind that flies
Bringing my words from thy
Holding my future for you
Rejoicing our lives even in blues

My drEams acc0mpaNy..

My world filled with dreams
Embraces me to its bosom
No gift it could grant me
No flower in its garden blossoms

It makes me smile without reason
It makes me shed tears brutally
But when I want to forget reality
My tears and smiles make me empty

Everything befriends me in this dream
I have no chance to feel alone
For God has written in my destiny
That I would be happy in my night long

The words I crave from you
I do hear when my eyes close too
It never replies to my queries asked
But it fulfills in my dreams thru’