WhEre wEre U?

Hard times stopped me to believe
No love exists, nothing is real
The moments I called it off
Thinking my heart can never heal

But before I realize myself
You came and shook my world
Never knew I could love again
Disastrously my pains took a turn

Feeling like a new bride
Each time you brush my side
The things I thought I lost
I found the things those hide

Decided to walk with you
In best & worst those come by
Your love makes me live
Your words are my lullaby

WarmTh 0f Ur l0ve..

Each sunrise awakes me up
Reminds me the sunset dreams
The dreams filled with your face
The romantic moments like film

Whenever I’m in my slumber
My problems disappear
Joy & happiness fill the core
Wanting you always very near

I can always hear your words
Those bring harmony to my mind
Like morning dew mates with cool breeze
To your soul my heart will bind

Oh baby, you are perfect for me
No complaints however you be
Feeling warm & safe with you beside
Melting me with your love energy

SincErely fr0m my hEarT..

Why do I fill with memories
For the love that’s never true
Yet I’m inclined to it
When happy days are few

Searching long for your support
The one you gave rarely
When you are needed the most
All I saw was being lonely

Grateful for the affection
Which I get on and off
From my side I gave full effort
Loyally it was full shot

Sincerely from my heart
For what I have learned
But loving you I will never stop
If it’s true I need not earn

FeaR 0f l0sinG mySelF..

Craving for you when i’m in pain
Have you been there? I tried in vain
My ribs displaced shrinking my heart
This mental torture has been from start

Troubles, my best friend sticking to me
Breathe in oxygen but I don’t feel free
Striving for happiness in eternity
That can happen if you are with me

Though home sweet home embraced me
Sorrows within me knows no melody
In this madding crowd I feel alone
Waiting hopelessly for you royally

Oh no! This suffocation grew thick
Wanting to puke it makes me sick
If this continues, I’ll reach heaven soon
Watching you from above as a full moon

U neVer CareD..

How should i feel ?
Should I give up ?
Killing my emotions
With all my desires shut

Treating this as a dream
That there were no you
Don’t smile at me like that
Hard for me to resist too

For when things are tough
I’ll try not to be around
Will bring the peace you want
In hard times too I’ll be unfound

My tears reached the last stage
Since I love you I won’t dare
For deep within my soul
I know you never cared

CrAzy f0r U..

My smiles became my tears
For deep in my heart i have a fear
Each time you appear for a second
All times you vanish for years

I laughed weeping hard
Wanting a place in your heart
But when I turn around
I am dumbfounded by lonely sound

For you I don’t exists
Each time I make myself heard
Every single day I try to prove
That my world around you moved

My body aches from head to toe
The desire in me exerts my nights
In silent moments I yearn for you
During those times, I grit my teeth tight

Is mY paIn a gAme???

My life is not a bed of roses
Without you by my side
Every second I sleep on knives
Piercing my skin deep inside

My pain is never shared
Yet I want to be with you
You say your pain is not the same
But it cannot be worse than I go through

Please try to see my feelings
The effort I always beg you
They may not mean anything
But they mean a lot to me too

Why do all memories blur as I bear?
Why does my heart shrink each day?
Should I lick the ground you walk?
Should I serve a toy for you to play?