My heArt Is n0t a T0y..

The voice in my heart says
My love is unreciprocated
The silent form of my soul displays
My love is never understood

If my life has a reverse button
I would press it a thousand times
Helas! Life has no such thing
To not claim you as mine!

I wonder if I was a toy
Entertaining you non-stop
But this toy has a heart
That you keep tearing apart

Helpless I’m this side
Except keep on loving you
Almighty is my only savior
For He knows my love is true!

My SacRiFice..

At every sunset my tears flow
Bearing in mind the days that go
Without you to sing lullaby
Not worth to watch the sunrise

No glory from paradise’s light
Will ever open my eyes
My feelings sleep in yellow horizons
My memories know no darkness in the nights

Never let down my desires
Never will they doom my day
Your only thoughts accompanies
Looking forward to you what may!

Yet my spirit forever raises high
As the rays of hope deepen my sighs
Waiting for the call of heaven
Where for you my life would end

My PrInce..WheRe aRe U??

Lost, confused, lonely and cold
Don’t know why you left me alone
Deserted me leaving no clue
Left me crying to myself in the blues

The gloomy, chilly darkness around
My mind wanders like a merry-go-round
The echo in my heart screaming louder
This pain is never ending I gather

Suffocating silence is choking me
From this maddening crowd, I want to flee
Hearing your voice in a feeble tone
This keeps me surviving alone

Where are your arms that protect me 
Please hold me tight, don’t let me fall
Fill me again, with joy in this world
Never call it quits, take me as whole!!

Kill Me..

Can’t you see my heart bleeds?
By the crush of your words
As many times you repeat
Because You feel I’m not worth

The soft and innocent heart of mine
Is now frozen like cold ice
The fear you see inside
Is same as yours when you realized

Do kill me by your hands
Alive, I don’t seem to succeed
The destinations that I reached
Is not right coz I bleed!!

Now it’s all up to you to decide
Which direction should I hide?
The twinkling stars above will guide
And bring me straight to your side!

Br0keN WinGs..

Becareful, I’m still broken !
Also in hurt, where there’s no end.
Victim of many lies on me bestowed
Nightmarish demons to me they bowed

Why this happens, I sincerely wonder
Not a single question, I stopped to ponder
But bottom of my heart has the answer
I tried to reach, but it always wanders

To be strong, is what I want
To roll back the time, is what I wish
There’s no value in what I do
The only result, is this great mess

Seeking help from others, is not worthy
Everything is fake, many things are filthy
Continue to battle alone in my darkness
Against the demons, who gripped my chest

Can't U see I'm t0rn??

Confusion filled my life
In my smiles & tears
I do not want to pretend
That I’m not in fear

Laughter frozen up
Spirits lower down
Goals unachieved
Leaving only frown

Joy exists no longer
Happiness stay no longer
Cheerful thoughts disappear
Leaving fake laughter

I live yet I die
This is true, not a lie
People hurt, I’m thrown
Can’t they see I’m torn?

S'day U'll Say "I l0ve U"..

‘Don’t cry my girl’, that’s all you say
Just don’t be afraid
I’m here, with you, now and forever
And we’ll go through this together

It makes me smile, but I’m crying inside
This is because I’m just too shy
‘together’ means something different to me
Something I’m sure about, we will never be

When you hug me, I feel safe
When I’m with you, everything feels great
When you smile, you make me smile too
Because I just love being around you

Being friends just isn’t enough
Even though you help me when things get tough
Just not that innocent as our friendship seems
You don’t know anything about my lovely dreams

And this is something I’ll never tell
Because I’m just scared as hell
You’ll never know how much you mean to me
But someday I’ll say I love you... well... maybe