Will u l0ve me if I diE??

I often wonder the fact
If i die as a natural act
Will you cry for my depart?
Like I love you with all my heart

Sitting beside the creator
Looking down upon you
Praying for your happiness
Tho’ you live in the blues

Cherishing the times we had
Every minute & every day
Will you think like I do?
And still love me in your way

Love constructed for you
Becomes stronger as I go
Will you love me after death?
Is the doubt within me so!

NightMare 0n my Bed..

Crystal tears rush down my cheeks
Landing on my lips with salty taste
Wanting to scream but dumfounded
Tears rushing again without any haste

Blood pouring non-stop from my wound
Trying to cover the cut like a fool
Trembling body, with clumsy hair
Waking up sweating from nightmare

Handcuffed myself by this sorrow
Pulling me to this world fake & low
With the pain locked in my chest
Setting me free I will try my best

Don’t depress me by your past
Want to live till my breathe lasts
Who are you that embrace me tight?
Glowing face, under the moonlight

If U c0ulD reAd my teArs..

If my tears could talk
They would utter your name
And tell you stories
That will put you in shame

They would wish to escape
When I cry at nights
But they fail to flee
Without shining my cheeks bright

They always flow in groups
To express their tales
But they never vanish
Even when wiped again & again

They flow even when happy
The moment you are there
They rush when I am sad
When they find you nowhere

SilEnt l0ver..

Silent lover i am
Loving you, don’t blame
Lonely tears like flame
Wretched being I became

Happiness for you I pray
Worshipping God, night & day
Worrying deep in my own way
Smiling face, you’ll see what may

Pool of tears I create everynight
Losing you, is my only fright
Holding you with me so tight
Don’t know if I’m wrong or right

Wonder where have I gone wrong
Building up, my love so strong
Wanting you all life along
This episode is like lullaby song

I enD up bEing Al0ne..

Left me alone without a word
Crying for you like a bleeding bird
How much ever I try to prove
You neither listened or like to be heard

All the doubts hanging in me
Are just the unanswered questions
Wanting to clear them to be free
To walk with you till the end

But here I cry my dreadful heart
Wishing to kill myself for you
For you think trust plays a part
When day & night, I prove you true

Ignorance by you is what I got
Body aching, knees became weak
When will you see the love in me?
In silent moments, I wanna shriek!

BeliEve mE..

I look into your soul
I could see my own
The pain that tortures you
Is the same I go through

Where have your dreams
That had gone astray?
Will the life you want to live
Comes to you what may?

Importance you give your friends
Do I deserve an ounce?
The lies you always hide
Haunting me around n around

Every step you take
Every smile you smile
Every dream you dream
I am always staying behind

D0 I haVe t0 pay This pRicE??

Looking deep into your eyes, hair blown on my face
Building up the emotions inside, sighing in slow pace
Longing for your touch, strengthening my faith
Will you feel the intensity of my love, so deep with grace

Petty petty times we spent together with love
Haunting my sleepless nights and torturing me
Wanting your embrace, wanting your grip like glove
To wash away my griefs and letting me free

Being used to feeling you though you are far away
But don’t know why missing you so much today
Come fast to me darling, to hold me tight
Give me a chance, show me your sight

Don’t ever do this to me; Is this a sacrifice?
Burning in emotions; Do I have to pay this price?
Clinging tightly for you are my only support
My life has no guarantee but I love you the most!