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Thursday 31 March 2011

S0liTarY rEaPeR..

She lives in silence ever & ever
Uttering the words she cant hear
Expressing her innercries by her poems
There's a song in her heart she always hums

There's no beauty in what she sees
The facts surrounding her treat her cruelly
Yet she has her own lonely coccoon
In which she resides with melancholy

She becomes blind in her dreadful nights
And wished she shouldn't see the sunlight
Nothing to her is gay and cheerful
She fails to know what is beautiful

Corner of the room she prefers to stay
Trying to mend up the broken pieces away
The oxygen she inhales is to survive
For it's been long she's dead inside




Monday 28 March 2011

A Tale 0f S0rr0w..

He was a young handsome lad next door
She was 16 but a child to the core
On one evening playing on her terrace
When met him she blushed I guess


They fell in love at first glance
Till then she knows only to dance
He was everybody's envy but her pride
Helas! but noone took their side


It lasted for only few days
Her backyard for him she stayed
Days to weeks, weeks to months
Her mom became her enemy she had no friend


With him she thought love is beautiful
Unaware the consequences were so painful
Soaking every page with tears in her diary
Until the day he left her to marry!

(dedicated to my first love)




Saturday 26 March 2011

EmpTineSs ..

The silence has ruined the lonely me
There is only emptiness i can see
The torment and torture i undergo
Killing my being slow & slow

I know no laughter not even a smile
I brood & sulk at small things for awhile
These drastic moods decay my soul
Yet i sit here & still pray for my own

Hollow is this place i survive within
Living for others no goal to fulfill
My sea is deeper as i try to swim out
But no one hears my screams and shouts

Looking confused at all things i say
That's becoz i'm worthless in what I may
Destined to walk through life endlessly
Alone, despised and ignored hopelessly




Monday 21 March 2011

If he aSks mE Why I l0ve hIm ?


If questioning would make me wise
I doubt if you would gaze in my eyes
If my every tale is through my speech
My words would fly each to each

If my spirit is free from this mortal mess
Or if my love is not bound in my hearty flesh
My soul would know no yearnings in it
And try to get my ecstasy complete

I’m the only one who lives and knows
The secret power that made you grow
At one last point I don’t know my need
I end up fainting in this thrill I bleed

If ever there don’t exist the “If” and “Why”
So nice to keep loving you until I die
For I must love in order to live
Since life in me is what you give




If he aSks mE Why I l0ve hIm ?


If questioning would make me wise
I doubt if u would gaze in my eyes
If my every tale is through my speech
My words would fly each to each

If my spirit is free from this mortal mess
Or if my love is not bound in my hearty flesh
My soul would know no yearnings in it
And try to get my ecstasy complete

I’m the only one who lives and knows
The secret power that made you grow
At one last point I don’t know my need
I end up fainting in this thrill I bleed

If ever there don’t exist the “If” and “Why”
So nice to keep loving you until I die
For I must love in order to live
Since life in me is what you give




Thursday 17 March 2011

ReAlitY sParEs N0b0dy...


Last night I slept & dreamt a dream
In that dream I had perfectly seen
Existed there, was the shadows of two
A shadow of me and a shadow of you

I hear the sound echoing my cry
I reached for your hand but you were bone dry
Suddenly your form vanished from my view
I then realized the shadows were not two

I turned in my sleep and my dream dispersed
I then recalled my reality is much worse
I’m not just shadow but a form with heart
The day you’re gone, this one is a spare part

People say dreams are what you imagine
But I never imagined this kind of dream
The dream I dream has you with bliss
And that’s the world I don’t want to miss




Sunday 13 March 2011

ReflEcti0n in tHe mirr0r..

Looking at myself in the mirror
Learning what I have become
The thorny roads I have travelled
Along with the songs I have sung

From school I grasped many teachings
Which were taught and dealt
In life I grasped the frustrations
Though hidden but I always felt

The ideal love and the laughter
That God was kind to give
Nothing is left now when I’m gone
Because my reflection still lives

My illusions will never end
Almighty made me feel clearer
My faith has guided me home - but
My reflection will remain in the mirror




Friday 11 March 2011

Our vAnishInG FatE..


When with you, you never noticed me
So why cry and ask how this could be.
I went weak in my knees to make you see
The shock that came is not false but really

Here I cry coz you could never understand
You were my struggle one with all the demands
With you apart, nothing I could experience
It seems for you a kind of salvation

Is this a strength to just let go ?
My love is not appreciated if ask for more
The image we dreamt is fading away
Into the oblivion at each passing day

Now I’m not afraid to just be me
As you want this fate to vanish silently
Don’t ask anything but cry out yourself
For I turn in my grave weeping out myself




Monday 7 March 2011

Al0ng thE deAd pAth..

Walking endlessly with my shadow
Into the darkness of eternity
As lonely along this dead path
But there’s a cry in my heart so loudly


Thinking every second as I walk
Why solitude is walking with me
On the moist ground my feet sink
I realized death was following silently


Not knowing where my journey ends
Not knowing what lies ahead
Not knowing what is in store for me
Only knowing I am a living dead


Alone I walk along with my sorrows
Into the dark memories & blurring dreams
Where will be my destination ?
But now I walk on, alone forever or so it seems




Friday 4 March 2011

My PaIn..

The flame of candle burns away softly
It flew to brighten the empty space
It wants to shed light upon this world
Yet I’m held in darkness’s embrace

I struggle & fight to break free
Off the chain that binds me to life
But I realised I messed up more
To walk in endless strife

My emotions over flooded me
Swallowing me in their dark depths
Yet my heart is an empty shell
Where there’s no feeling left

My body is numb with pain
From the unending indecisions
I can’t see what’s right & what’s wrong
I still can’t figure out what I’m missing




Thursday 3 March 2011

HidDen Em0ti0ns..

Tears welled up in her little heart
Anytime wanting to explode
Through her eyes they want to escape
But she tries not to let her emotions show

Living with anger and sadness
Which everyday tear her apart
Struggling to put herself together
But that’s squeezing & killing her heart

Hiding her hurt inside
No one she can ever talk to
They thought she’s a happy-go-lucky girl
Only heaven knows what she’s going through

She sleeps ending up crying
Awakened by the sound of the rain
Hoping to see a beautiful rainbow
But the next day is worsened again