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Monday 29 September 2008

RemainG in My DreaM ..

My lids shut down, trying to sleep
Memories of you running so deep
Transforming from thoughts to dreams
In my slumber, for you I weep

On you my eyes have set
Remembering the first day we met
Since then I never left you
Silently loving you, in joy & in blue

Crying out for you, in sadness & sorrows
Hoping u will cry like this tomorrow
Is it destined that I alone should suffer?
Will u know the taste of my tears that flow!

Holding me tight, never let me go
My world is you, is what I show
Waking up from the sudden dream
Without you beside, my grieves grow more!




Friday 19 September 2008

Why d0 U leaVe me ???

Why aren’t you there when i need you ?
Why can’t I find when searched for you?
Disappear into the oblivion is your style
Leaving me with old memories behind.

Vanished is the smile from my face
Heartfelt spirit is what one traced
Deserting me seems a game to you
Causing pain in this heart wet blue

Handicapped I remain to be
By the vanishing act caused by thee
This often occurred in my life time
Secretly I am left grieved & pined.

Not knowing reason of this change
But staying with me caused you pain
Should I brush your thoughts aside
With great effort I tried in vain




Thursday 18 September 2008

W0rld with0ut U ..

When the imprints of my head on the pillow
Creating the dimple in its centre hole
Filled with my salty tears
Shedding for you all the night long!

If each brick could speak, that
Gathered up in my four walls
Each will tell its undying tale
Its sufferance from spring to fall.

Haunting echo of my sobs
Enclosed in the room below
Echoing from the sobs of your name
Every time I’m feeling low!

This world will one day be
Cleaned away by my sorrows
But can’t wipe away my undying love
For you, with you it will follow!




WeepIng f0r U ..

As my tears create the pool below my legs
Falling & fading into the empty space
Every drop glowing crossing my knees
Cheerful, round in shape, not knowing my fate!

Losing their color & form
Within me they rush like storm
Emotionally blackmailing me
Physically they mudered me

Uncaring the effects they caused
Thumping my heart without a pause
Freezing the inner organs of my body
Snatching cruelly my soul from me.

Giggling themselves while I die inside
Washing my eyes by their lullaby
Screaming in an unknown language
Known only by me in this tender age!




Tuesday 16 September 2008

L0nging f0r U ..


Kissing u is what I long
Holding u I imagine strong
Feeling the softness of your charm
Embracing me within those arms

Blurring my eyes by morning mist
Wetting myself by tender dews
Smelling ur fragrance all over
Seperating me from you never

Drinking the nectar fallen
Drops escaped from ur mouth
Tasting the natural sweetness
From your lips, they ooze out

Rhyming the beats of your heart
Drumming heavily along with mine
Waiting eagerly to be touched
By your fingertips, velvet and fine




Monday 15 September 2008

H0w d0 I live with0ut U ??

During the flash of a moment
When my eyes set upon you
Not wanting to miss even a span
To let go from my sight this man

Not knowing how I live
Without a thought of you
Breathing in that oxygen
Along with memories of you!

No sunshine all these days
No difference did it make
Brought by you a ray of hope
Love for you, in me I developed

Surviving is now too hard
Without you my world is dark
Baby, don’t ever leave me
My life will be like autumn tree!




BleSsed witH Life ...

Desperate to happily survive
Conquering the death within
Lonely dark accompanying me
Makes my being hard to live-in

Carrying my lifeless soul
Paying no heed to what u say
Visualising my ambition
That I fear had gone astray

In search of a lively soul
To acknowledge my mind
Dying for a shining hope
Striving that I will find

Transforming to a second phase
Alluring from dark to light
An unexplained excitement
That will make my future bright




Tuesday 9 September 2008

A liVing Dead ...


Betrayer, is what i’m branded
Betraying, is what i never meant

Betrayed, is what u did to me

Betrayal, in love I always felt!

You entered my heart
You slit it into pieces
You are the evil culprit
You took away my peace

I hate u coz I love u
I love u thaz y I hate u
For you killed me alive
Alive, I’m dead too.

Thrown from high above
Been hurt with severe wound
With pains induced by you
Death, i wish for it soon.




Monday 8 September 2008

UnbrEak my HeaRt...

My love oozes out from the start
The only thing I care is your heart
U, the ultimate reason of my existence
But my feelings for you were like play cards!

Far from sight, far from mind
Is what you do, leaving me behind,
Why? I fail to understand
Waiting for you, to hold my hand.

Is loving you, the sin I committed?
Never thought that it was wrong
For I gave my heart completely
Assuming in your soul is where I belong. 

But the hopes in me raised high
Beyond the sky each time I sigh,
When the cracks begin to show
There, U broke my heart in just one go!




Sunday 7 September 2008

Reas0n 0f l0ving U ..

Don’t have a reason
How much ever i try
My heart follows you
Even if u make it cry

For solely of wanting you
To shriek you are mine
Although you shoo me away
I can only blame it on time

How tough is this bond
When love makes it worse
No matter if I lose
Don’t call it a curse.

I keep wondering how it could be
When all I do is dying
Still I want to embrace it
Knowing your love makes me flying!




Saturday 6 September 2008

My 0nly dreAm is U ..

Caught in such a fake world
With you only my reality
Seeing u mingling with them
Tho’ u seem to be my only beauty!

Everything I see in them is wrong
Everything I see in you is right
But left with an empty heart
All the feelings & emotions are tight!

Oh baby, I’m sick of crying
With no one paying any heed
Leaving me with only black n blues
Even to my love I’m of no need.

But my love for u remains fresh
Hoping every second for ur care!
The day it needs no explanation
Will be the day you’re really there.




Friday 5 September 2008

W0rthy 0f ur l0ve ...

The night chilling my inner-self
By the cold outside influencing it
Freezing my flesh like hidden snow
Drawn beautifully in cartoon show!

Forcing my lids & shut down to sleep
Giving rest to my meaningful gaze
Yet, my thoughts dominate that sleep
Why do I find myself in this state?

When God created every feelings
Emotions flow when love sings
Each feeling has its own duties
But love makes one lose his identity

Not a soul it spares on earth
One suffers right from its birth
Helas! I also became the victim
When such love is for U, no doubt it’s worth!




My unc0nditi0nal l0ve ..

I can walk on red hot coals for u
I can sleep on thorns for eternity too.
I can starve to death to see u smile
I can quench my thirst if u r fine!

But I can’t do what others do
To prove my love for u
But I have my stupid way
To make u smile everyday!

If others can bring u happiness
And carry u with joy untold
I’d die a thousand deaths
To call you as my own!

Each one’s love is her jewel
Decorating herself as she drew
My unconditional love is my asset
That I bear forever through!




My NaseEb ..

God has created me
To be humiliated
By the one I loved
For the way im treated

Every now & then
I’m being killed
Y not shoot me once
U will be fulfilled

Alone in this world
No where to go
Being so helpless
God had chosen me so

Just like a beggar
Raising arms for help
Only to get ignored
Hated by my ownself!




Thursday 4 September 2008

U R neVer al0ne ...

Never will the moon feel lonely
When all its stars r around it
Never will the sky feel lonely
When its clouds always envelope it!

The branch may bend by the wild wind
But never will its leaves dessert it
Heavy rain may wash the soil deep
But never will its rainbow call it quits!

Each lonely tear u shed from ur eyes
Has come to the lonely me
For the loneliness that made u felt
Is never alone when you are with me

It’s destined that my love which is deep
The only love I reserve for thee
The love that never leaves u alone
Born from me, God will alone see!




Wednesday 3 September 2008

Come bAck ...

Where have u gone ?
My soul is torn
Leaving me on the lurch
My heart is worn.

Have u concluded?
Ur love for me is dead
Have u decided?
It was hanging on a thread

Oh please come back
Take me wid u
Can’t bear this stab
My world is blue

Should I die crying?
Not knowing how u feel
Should I die pining?
Not knowing what is real!